When I see you in your ‘good’
I can’t help but want you
I imagine my skin next to yours
our bodies caressing and writhing.
A look you give
That I just can’t resist
But I must break this cycle
Of craziness between us.
The hurt I feel from your betrayal
And the sacrifices I made
For nought but heartache
Leave me filled with so much anger.
And yet I want you, need you
Deep inside me
Moving as only we two know how
a carnal need ignited in our eyes.
An unspoken link that transverses
Understanding by others
A link no one else could replace
Or so it seems.
But even though it brings such ecstasy
I know I will return to hurt and pain
This never ending cycle
That only I can break.
And so I must resist you when
All of me is crying out for you
Because I know no good will come of this
Except a moment of pure bliss.
Beautiful written. You aren’t alone, I literally feel the exact same way.