I’ve come to believe that the love bombing stage that takes place early in a relationship with a narcissist is the most sinister and dangerous period in the entire relationship. It’s discussed frequently, but usually only in conjunction with the other narcissistic abuse stages in the abuse cycle: idealization-devaluation-discard or sometimes (idealization-devaluation-discard-hoover). It’s often not discussed on its own, because the other stages feel so much more intensely negative that it’s easy to ignore why love bombing is so bad. What is Love Bombing? The narcissistic abuse dictionary defines love bombing as: “A period of intense positive attention from the...

Valentine’s Day is a sensitive and dreaded day for many people, regardless of relationship status.  Single people may dislike it. People in relationships can feel a lot of pressure to “do it right.” And it can definitely bring on negative emotions for those who are going through any type of breakup. Yet Valentine’s Day with a narcissist can be an absolute nightmare.  Narcissists are notorious for ruining big days such as birthdays, anniversaries and other holidays such as Thanksgiving and Christmas.  But everything about Valentine’s Day is tailor-made for them to wield it as a weapon to inflict maximum pain.  Valentine’s Day can...

Idealized. I understand everything now. It feels like a grenade just went off. The shrapnel is falling, scattering, and all of the clues are flooding into the right cracks all at once, but too quickly for me to absorb each in isolation. I begged you for answers so many times. But how could I have expected you to give them to me when you did not understand any point of view other than your own? You could not find the disconnect between our perspectives anymore than I could, so how could you provide any answers other than the ones you...

Learning about narcissists and love is vital to recovering from relationships with them.   One of the things that we have the most trouble understanding is, “Did our narcissistic ex ever love us?”  It’s hard to reconcile that someone could have loved us and yet treated us as they did.  Some narcissists can fall in love, however, their definition is different from the definition that most of us have. It does not include things such as the mutual caring, compassion, support, honest communication and the provision of emotional and physical needs. As odd as that may sound, an understanding of this...

I was once obsessed with the question, “Can a narcissist fall in love?” I couldn’t stop thinking about it. Out of all the questions we have, isn’t that one of the key questions about narcissists that we want to try to answer? If we could crack this one, it feels like everything else might fall into place. It gets to the very core of everything we endured in the relationship. The relationship. That is, after all, why we were there: love. The  Ultimate Question: Can a Narcissist Love? Sometimes it seemed as if we were experiencing the purest and most true form...

This narcissist dictionary was developed as a comprehensive resource to explain concepts you may encounter while reading about narcissistic abuse. It is updated periodically to reflect emerging research and the growing use of terminology for defining narcissism, narcissists and narcissistic abuse. It is divided into the following sections: Diagnostic Terms Related to Narcissism and Narcissistic Abuse Terms Used to Explain the Narcissist’s Behavior Terms Describing Roles of People in the Narcissist’s Life Terms Related to Narcissistic Abuse Tactics Terms Used to Describe Healing from Narcissistic Abuse Diagnostic Terms for Defining Narcissism and Narcissistic Abuse  Anti-Social Personality Disorder (ASPD).  A type of...

8 months ago I would have had a very different Bio. I felt happy, strong and content in myself. Right now I'm writing from a shell of myself, but with hope for recovery beginning to grow as I find others who've shared the experience of loving a narcissist.