By: Tyler

Tyler — Sun, 21 Jul 2019 00:14:08 +0000

There have been many stages indeed trying to leave him, I left my father years ago, but get entrapped when I was disabled by another malignant narcissist for 27 yrs. I was severely disabled, in severe pain of fire, from Interstitial Cystitis, he got rid of my job that I was offered at the Post Office, when I was away he signed my name and wrote that I didn’t want the job offer. I tried many times to leave but all the doors kept shutting, I couldn’t survive financially and he held all the money to himself, he emotionally and psychologically tortured me for years, and left me to die of a cardiac arrest, life with him was no life, being an abuse surviver I had no family to turn to and he got rid of all my friends, so the isolation, and brainwashing began to suck me in,. I was raped in 1989 by him and he caused me to get this disease, and didn’t care that I became bedridden, didn’t help me to find a doctor. He raped me again in 2015 of July and he convinced the police and a friend of mine to go along with him. He set me up in the state of florida, when he and I were separated for 3 days, he gave the key to the man at the end of the street, and at about 1am he broke in, I tried to get help, but the police didn’t believe me, I was beaten into a coma for over 8 days, when I awoke I was transferred to the psycho unit, I asked why, I had clearly been beaten half to death, bruises all over my body. Then the State of Florida vs. me, I had no help, I had to leave the area and quick. I went to California. They dropped the case. When he raped me again in 2015 of July I went back into another county, there unfortunately I met up with another predator, a malignant narcissist, he stoled a great deal of the money I had save for 27 yrs. to leave the Malignant Narcissist. The sirens went off inside of me, as my intuition told me this person was dangerous, but I had no place to go, there this person abused me, emotionally and psychologically, he was oh so charming and charismatic, he spread smear campaigns, isolated me, used brainwashing techniques of intermittent reinforcement patterns, gaslighted me all the time, and he tried to cause me to have a fatality, I am now free and starting to rebuild my life, I don’t ever want to return to this abuse. I will take good care of myself and never again will I allow this type of cluster B personality near me. It is very hard to leave the malignant narcissist because they play their game so well and take away your sense of self. But it can be done and I am wishing the best for everyone who is going through this. Going no contact and reading about this disorder almost daily to help you to realize the games they play with your life. I only started to realize about this disorder 4 years ago, there I began to understand that my father was one, my X husband and the person I was involved with.

Comments on: What is Gray Rock? How to Deal with a Narcissist

By: Tyler